friendship

hmmm... I feel so lonely...
Don't know why.
Maybe I'm just stressed. Don't know anymore. So unhappy.
I feel like most of my bonds have slowly eroded away. I don't go on fb, msn etc anymore. Screw HSC... hate it... it's just a stupid system anyway... I'm going to fail... screw it...
I look at your face and I feel like shit. Don't know why
I don't know why I feel this way anymore... It's becoming more frequent... I need someone to purge these awful feelings...
I need a friend. ha.
I sound like a freaking loner. well, I think I am.
This may even sound like an otaku... but I wish life were like an anime. Everything seems so perfect, peaceful and the feelings and intrinsic qualities each character possesses is so wonderful. It's an inspiration.
Now I know why my best friend held such a grudge in his heart against this world, it's cold, lonely, heartless and despair. haha... hate it. God take me now.

sayonara~
Warren.