friends it is~

So yeah, I said I liked her, I still don't really know how she reacted, you're a funny girl indeed :] But I think that we're on a totally different level now. Like, we told each other our problems, like what close friends would do. I think my hormonal craze is definitely in tip-top shape. But my signs of anger are starting to fade away again, maybe it's because I know I have more friends to help me suppress what's lingering inside me. I still feel sad once in a while whenever I have family problems arise, but that happens in everyone's family I guess.
Funny thing that came to my mind last night was, "Why don't I care if my father comes back or not?"
I really don't know why I thought that, but whenever we're a full family we always seem to have some sort of conflict, especially my mum and dad. no longer two peas in a pod I guess... haha. But I guess since my Dad was always an overseas type person, I never really got to see him during my childhood, so I basically grew up without one. It's not like as if I'm trying to criticise my family, but it's just we don't connect to each other like most other families. I don't mind it, since I don't really seek much family love. But we do celebrate important dates and we go out to eat quite a fair bit and we talk during those times which makes it more meaningful in a way. But yeah, it's usually okay when it's just me, my mum and my bro. But everything goes quiet when my dad comes into the picture. :/ sad.
Anyway, I just woke up and I don't really feel like typing an essay since one is due this upcoming monday. WISH ME LUCK!!!

O genki desuka,
Warren