No matter~

No matter who you are...
no matter what you've done to me...
no matter who you were...
no matter why you did it...
no matter how...

I will not judge any of you. I know in the darkest places, there lies the beauty and morals of wonderful person. Even though some of you out there may despise me for who I am, I will gladly be there for you when you truly need me. In my struggles of my life, I have seen those who have fallen into gangs and what not. My uncle was one, and he died as one. If there's one thing his life meant to me, was that no matter what profession you did/do doesn't mean you're a bad person whole-heartedly. He taught me that lesson. I knew his struggles as a kid, as a teenager and as an adult. He always told me his stories. I wanted to be like him. He taught me what it meant to protect and love his family despite being rejected, scorned at and thrown against the wall. That only made him stronger. He taught me what it's meant to be the pillar of strength, that no matter how badly life brings you down, you stand tall for the others around you, because they depend on you.

No matter how much people hate me, no matter how hard life is for me, no matter how many times my love is rejected, no matter how much you try to throw your emotions at me, I'll take it all. I'll take all the pain you hold against me and love you. I've had one of the biggest operations of my life so far, I've had one of the hardest break ups of my life so far, I've had one of the hardest family times of my life so far, but I hope they keep coming, because I'll only stand up no matter how many times you knock me down.

I just hope people remember, that my love, friendship etc is a place where they're always welcome. I'm so sorry to the people I neglected, fought with, etc, I hope you forgive me for all the things I've done to you. I want to share with you my life, my care, everything. I want to show you my life, so that we can all get through it together.

No past, no regrets, just the future~

If anyone is reading this, I know it's a very 'love' enveloped post, but I did it for a reason, because I have love for those who may not have necessarily gotten it before. I went to the homeless people and listened to their stories. I went to my friends and listened to their stories. I gave the homeless food and clothes. I gave my friends advice. As for my family, I can only pray that things get better. Things have gotten slightly better, but I hope it gets better and better.

I hope you're happy by the way. :]

Warren