"How are you using the time God has given you?"

Good question. Not very well at all...

I don't know why, but I'm still angry. You must be saying "This kid is crazy, everyone gets angry." But you see... I was never such an angry person. I always felt happy on the inside, but now I'm just sad or angry. Is this depression? nah...

You know, I think it's because my parents are separating. I always thought that it didn't affect me as much, because they've been going on about it for the past few months. And first of all, I never really knew my Dad. He was never there. :/ And after he came back for good, he was off again to work FULL-TIME in Malaysia.

They're probably not going to separate whilst I'm still at school. Possibly in uni or when I work. But really, now that I think of it it really breaks my heart. Maybe it was me because I never studied enough up until this point. I'm trying now. But ARGH! I haven't cried for ages... but as I type this I can't help the flow of my tears. haha I'm miserable... I wish someone could comfort me. I wish I still had her with me, I still love her. But things are so awkward between us...

life isn't easy. You're damn right.

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Warren