*knock knock* who's there?~

Yeah, WHO IS THERE? At the moment, I'm feeling like I need someone next to me. Why do I feel so lonely? Not sure why... Maybe I need more friends, or maybe... I need a girlfriend. Nah, that sounds really desperate. Ugh, I want year 12 to hurry past. It's such a drag! I sit on the computer all day, playing shit games, to make sure I don't get really addicted, I think about life all the time and I do work when I need to.
I've been analysing the church I go to atm. There's nothing really wrong with it it's just I don't feel like I belong. I prefer my old one, but I can't remember most people, unless I added them on msn or fb. Also, my current church, during the prayers, it seems they only pray about matters affecting themselves. Like, our Pastor did not pray for the people in Haiti etc etc, but when a member of our congregation came back from a 2-3 month journey he prayed for him. It's weird, like, shouldn't he pray for people outside of the church too? Or is it like as if the people inside this church deserve to be prayed for? Well, I don't go to the church prayer meeting so I don't know if he prays for others too, so I can't really say much atm. I just hope he realises soon, but this church is rather conservative, not saying that it's bad or anything. I know heaps of people love this church and all =] so I respect that. When I can drive, I might go church hopping to find the right one. haha. I need to find a fix for my spiritual nourishment.
Year 12, year 12, you're quite the bitch haha. but 2nd of November... I can't wait till you come by. I can leave all this shit behind and start a life I want to actually want to follow.
What lies for me after death?
O genki desuka,
Warren